How many people have you had sex with? What a common and unnecessary question. Somehow my number of sex partners defines who I am. I have this cool thing called mania. It feels similar as to how I imagine tripping on drugs feels. Mania makes my sex drive skyrocket. Sex is an amazing experience. Everyone […]

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Ketamine has been around for a long time. Traditionally used as a horse tranquilizer. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/04/05/ketamine-depression-study-oxford_n_5093201.html Now it is a common party drug known as Special K. This drug has extraordinary effects on depression. In order to get a hold of this drug it can be purchased illegally or with proper documentation can be obtained at […]

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I’m not suicidal. I just want to die. I know what I can say and when to say it to get what I want. A common question that is asked is, “Are you suicidal?” I have learned to answer cautiously. This short question is the deciding factor between outpatient and inpatient care. I ALWAYS am […]

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I:                                                                     I: am bipolar                                   […]

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